No Longer
I have spent time
in complete
darkness
before.
I have never been
so afraid
of the dark.
I have never felt
more
alone.
I have heard
stories
of dying.
It is often romanticized
to us
there’s a
bright light
and you are
filled
with warmth.
I have spent
too much time
in total
darkness
to believe
that’s true.
I have never seen
less light.
I have never been
so cold.
It is often hoped
that in death
we will see
those we loved
again.
there is a reunion
of the souls
that have been
lost
to you
for too long.
I have spent
enough time
in my own
darkness
to know
that’s true.
even in
the dark
I was burning
from the inside
out
but still so cold.
they told me
if I go with them
it won’t hurt
anymore.
I so badly
wanted
to stop
hurting.
I so badly
wanted
to go.
I try
not to tell
my story
of dying.
I try
not to admit
that I was afraid
of living.
they told me
if I go with them
it won’t hurt
anymore.
you have heard
my story
of dying.
you have learned
the story
of my darkness
I hope you
are no
longer
afraid
of living.
They have told me
If I went with them
I wouldn’t hurt
anymore.
I have spent
enough time
in the light
to know
if I went with them
I would leave behind
more hurt
than anything I have felt
before.
you have heard
my story
of dying
I hope you are no longer
afraid
of living.
I’m not.
you have heard
my story
of dying.
I hope I never
get to hear
yours.
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