Dreams

Dreams hold a great deal of power.
In my dreams, I have
   tumbled across
     the universe.
I have slept
   on a star, its light somehow
not keeping me awake.

In my dreams, I have ruled entire kingdoms,
   creating history with a gentle flick of a hand

I have watched love blossom,
   from its seed spitting forth unity
and hope for a bright tomorrow.

I have seen true joy
   it is reflected most brightly
in the face of a child,
 their grin splitting the seams
     of time and space.

I have flown!
 touched the clouds,
released handfuls of raindrops
    and whispers of wind.

I have seen the mighty fall
reduced to a pile of rubble
    and little else.

I have held a quivering hand
while they lost
  the last drop of life
they had to live.

I have lived
through true joy
and
true sorrow.



I have carried on.


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